Long long time ago...
Monday, August 16, 2010
It has been ages since I last updated my blog. Sometimes, I don't see the reason why I need to.
Being in the final year has taken much of my time, and I have been pretty busy with classes, PD and FYP. My PD seems to be hanging by the noose though.
Spending Ramadhan at home, and I have been quite productive. Painted the living and dining room with my niece, and I LOVE the colour. I'm not done though, there are plenty of things I want to do to my humble home.
Dedi has been in the sea for 3 weeks already, and he has not got any chance to land yet. His absence and the distance do make our love stronger, InsyaAllah for the rest of our lives. Oh, the trip to Pekanbaru with the in-laws was fun. What else could you ask for, than spending quality time with family. And of course, I had memorable times with my beloved.
It has been a week of Ramadhan, but I can feel the rush hour towards Syawal. Good things always ends fast. I hope that Ramadhan this year is well-spent, and let's all hope we gain barakah and ni'mat of this holy month.
Colour Me
Saturday, May 1, 2010
I'm like a "Chips More' biscuit. 'Kadang-kadang ada, kadang-kadang tak ada' (sometimes here, sometimes not).
Busy is not a new thing. But there are several issues that has contributed to my busy life. Mom fell terribly sick a few days before the new semester started. And that was the most frightening moments in my life. Trust me, THE MOST EVER.
Alhamdullilah, she's fine now, and hope she gets better. Meanwhile, I'm staying over at my sis's place with my parents, until Mom gets healthier.
School has been good so far, and FYP is due in... 40 days? Better get started ya. I really hope I excel this year. Perseverance and faith, that's all I need.
Jaan has went back to Indonesia, for 2 weeks. I miss you. In-laws are coming next week for 'meet-the-parent session'. Discussions and more discussions.
Oh, I want to apologize to FRIENDS, whom I have not lepak-ed with for a very long time. I just need to spend time with my mom. And not to mention how her responsibilities in the house falls into my hands now. Just so you know, I don't even spend time with my fiance.
I wish I have more time.
Don't Just See, But LOOK
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
I don't know what you see in me.
I see what I never saw in me.
I see you saw something that I don't see what I'm seeing.
Seeing what you saw that I don't see hurts me.
Cause that's not what I want you to see.
But you keep seeing the things you said you see.
See, love is not blind, but cross-eyed.
I see what I never saw in me.
I see you saw something that I don't see what I'm seeing.
Seeing what you saw that I don't see hurts me.
Cause that's not what I want you to see.
But you keep seeing the things you said you see.
See, love is not blind, but cross-eyed.
COFFEE
Friday, April 2, 2010
Dusty. Rusty. Busty.
Am still here, but inactive for a while.
Will be right back ok?
Am still here, but inactive for a while.
Will be right back ok?
12:101
Thursday, March 4, 2010
I spoil my nieces. Spoiling the ones at Tanjung Pinang too.I'm freaking bored at home, someone please bail me out. I imprisoned myself, which some people say its a good thing, yes?
So I spend almost everyday cooking, yes I have been picking up cooking lessons with my mom. I clean the house, i do the laundry, ironing, and all the things a housewife should do. Just because I'm getting married, that doesn't mean I have to start training myself with the endless house chores. Ladies! YOU have to start doing the chores, or at least help your mothers. Yea, I know it's a modern world, where women don't enter the kitchen and wear apron. It is sad that some of the girls/women I know, leave their house without helping their wonderful mothers with the housework. At least during the weekends? Your mother needs a break too.
Anyways, I want to see the world, ok except spending my nights helping my brother at Simpang.
But it seems that it's better if I don't step out to the streets. Saving up is not an easy job. I still cannot differentiate of what I NEED and what I WANT. I spend on everything or anything I like.
Maka kapan langsungnya pernikahan gue sih dong Mas?
I'm doing my part too, cause its my responsibility to do so.
Speaking of responsibility, I realized that the responsibility of a women is so huge. So so huge, that I fear of what I'm going to face in the future. But I admire the beauty of God's creation of females. I'm not preaching here, but... it is really wonderful, when you understand women in religious context. Simple yet we like to complicate things. I shall not say more here.
Sometimes, I only look forward to Fridays. The only chance I get to see you for... a few hours, catching up, or just watch me prepare you lunch. We have yet to spend time together, just the both of us. I envy those who date with their partners.
If love is about sacrifices, then I think I'm truly in love! Haha! Betol perrr.
We have to sacrifice A LOT, sadly.
And Jaan, I doubt we'll be seeing each other when my semester starts.
So to those lovers out there, treasure your partners, as they are always there with you when you need them. Or least they try to be there for you. Mine can't, but there is someONE who is always here and there for me.
Tree Kora Again
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
The short trip to Tanjung Pinang was awesome. The families were welcoming, and we really had so much fun there. We spend most of our time eating, and believe me, the kampong food were Mamamiaaa! I did not want to go home since I am having holidays here, and have not been attached to any intern yet, why not stay over at my in-laws, no? I miss them so much. And, I am grateful to be part of Dedi's family.
Thank you for the times we have spent over there. It feels better to spend quality time with you once in a while. Hearing your voice over the phone is already good enough for me. Cause I always believe that good things will come, if we wait.
I miss you Dedek.
sorry...
Thursday, February 11, 2010
I've abandoned a lot of people lately. I apologize for my absence, due to my packed schedule, busyness, commitments, etc. I am truly sorry, to yous especially. Please don't think that way, I did not intend to. I did not notice myself, how distant I have been from all of you.
I will make time for you people. I will.
And being sick on a holiday is NEVER COOL.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CINONEHS, AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO MY PEOPLE!!!
I will make time for you people. I will.
And being sick on a holiday is NEVER COOL.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CINONEHS, AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO MY PEOPLE!!!